Executive Dysfunction

I can’t motivate myself to get anything done or go anywhere. I’ve never been this “stuck” in my entire life. Most of it comes from the sense of both helplessness and hopelessness of the state of the world, and my powerlessness amidst all of it.

I’m not having sleepless nights; in fact, far from it. It seems like the only thing I want to do is sleep. It’s the only time when my brain will mute itself.

A New Start

I’ve not written anything online longer than 500 characters in quite a while. Forgive me for any delays while I re-wire my brain to write in full paragraphs again.

I am glad for the weekend. They always pass too quickly, but they are lovely while they last. It’s supposed to rain all night tonight. I love rain, as long as I don’t have to drive in it. I even love walking in the rain. If it were just a little bit warmer, I’d have the windows open.

Gah, it’s going to be a challenge to get my brain used to actually writing again.